I remember one night in early 90'...me and some of my friends were invited to this Croatian guy's house in San Bruno , Ca ... who was havin this huge party. Anything you could imagine was happening there...sex , drugs, alcohol, rock and roll...and even some the guys found time and the place to play poker . and me ?..i just snorted cocain as much as i could..i mean they were plenty of that on one table..and the guest was sayin...help yourself, so i did !! till i started bleeding bad from my nose. Later..i went to see this movie, where Uma thurman overdosed and she started nose bleedin.. you can bet your life i was shittin in my pant seein it, cuz i had just realized how closed i had been to check out of this world .